Thursday Period~

I HAD A BAD PERIOD PAIN TODAY~

It sucks man~

Just when m preping for my usual 5 o' clock wake to STUDY
(no kidding, that's what we Sixth Former do)
I feel a horrible pain in my lower abdominal.
I was like Oh No, Not Today..
I had to finish my application job for our school's 26/6 concert (only for form6)
N also prefect board's 17-18/6 camp (only for prefects)
Ahhh~ RESPONSIBILITY
Such a nice word but so hard to keep.
6 o clock, m awaken by my galfren yeeshin agn.
(mind you, she's real nice and such fun to bully at times...)
But still, cramps everywhere...
Aiya...
so kelian~
M in my uni before i realise i really cnt tahan liao~
So sad...
After kena my mom BOMB..
M back to bed.
Tossing and turning around...
Because m so tensed...

I slept from 12-6 yesterday,
then 7-10am today
Wake n had breakfast
continue from 10.30-12.40pm.
A sum of 10 hour plus!!
Well, at least m better now.
Still gotto rely on hot water bags to relieve my pain.
P/S
Do you had this kind of hot water bag around?
I think they're so amazing!
Look!!

this is it on my tummy





This is how it is charged!
No longer we need old tradisional hot water n pour it on a plastic rubber thingy
to give relieve to our tummy... Hehe..
M lovin it~

Life as a Sixth Former!

My Life Is Interesting!

We studied a lot.

This is ME!

My life, is full of math~

Full of Numbers!

HOT classrooms~ *sweat sweat

I had a nice study buddy~ ^^

We had a library....

Air-conditional Library

Library where we don't usually shut up~ (SENYAP)

Library full of PERSONAL space.. XD joking la~

This is in my Tuition. My FAV Bio teacher! Mr KTS! Real nice guy~

Most of the students are concentrating away. i said MOST... Yeah WJ!

Well, i said most right. My buddy SPL! Bez gurl to bully ever! XDXD

I believe this is what being a form six'er is like. Being able to handle tremendous amount of school work but also, enjoying ourselves. We laugh and we cry sometimes, but still, we are together! I enjoy My Life!

Banana-ing around

present tense:banana.

past tense:bananaed.

present continuous:bananaing.

you r banana ppl.

passive. banana ppl is u.

sentence example. i m bananaing u~

hahahahaha!

compliments from my friend, Mr Tok.

Sank You!

OH NO!!!! Pimples!!!!

OH NO OH NO OH NO OH NO!!!!

I got a pimple! The worst part is, it's on my mouth! I should really take care of my diet....

so big wor...... hard not to notice. i think ppl will look at my pimple whn talking to me...

Close up? Haha~

my mom was always telling me this.
世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人...

Gambate! NO MORE PIMPLES!!

给小朋友的讯息

今天，忽然发现，不能这样下去。小朋友么哪..... an zua 你们都把那么简单的事情复杂化........ 我快下任了，忽然有股莫名其妙的担心.... >< 你们能做的，该做的，就是处理你们手头上的东西。那些吃饱没事做的也别到处说别人不是。我懂你们是为了大家，为了我们这团体，但你们闹到各自儿翻脸，何必呢... 我还有很多话说，但不是今天了。我累了，需要休息。哈哈~

加油加油！
阿.... 其实，我真的不明白为什么我们要用加油为打气的言语，又不加盐加醋。
又是华人也挺奇怪的。嘻~

Oh Posts!

I LOVE TO PUT MEANINGFUL POSTS IN MY BEDROOM:

This is my cupboard.... Close up??

There it is. Hehe. Wanna know what is that white paper?

A special something i had with my brother.

I WILL SO CARE FOR MY FACE NOW.

No oily food, no spicy food, no chocolate....

1 month....

Wuuuu~

My toilet door.. XD

Finally, my bedroom door.

Remember to smile guys! ^^

Love, Just Wendy!

RaNdoM

hehe~ finally! something new to my blog! m lovin it!

1st, 3 column instead of 2, thn youtube html's in my blog! whooo! *love*

well, m much better today. at least m not as emo as before. but i truly 放空 these 2 days. no study and no homework at all, just trying my best to get a hold of myself. letting myself to be free and to find back my own self. i gotto say, it's improving. m feeling better and more refreshed. i guess tomorrow m going to start on my heavy load of homework. you can do it wendy!

however, i went to down town for an enjoyable dinner today.

my brother was so enjoying the Hokkien mee he finshed the soup~ cute guy he is... ^^

that day when i was going back from tuition, i saw this funny scene with Patricia. the exhaust pipe from the car is so "powerful" that it made the white car black... XD credits for Pat for taking the photo!

我错得很开心!

我发现了新大陆! 因为，我错了。是的，我错了。

记得以前阿，很天真的告诉妈妈，我发现伟大的发明家音乐家等等，都好像必须面对一大堆挫折；那我那么的幸福，每天吃的饱睡得饱，是不是说不能成功了? 妈妈的回答，我忘了，嘻! 但我现在正面对一大堆莫明其妙的事物，有时真的忙坏头脑了，开始检讨，高更错hiong宾都 (到底错在哪里)...

我面对工作上的问题。我挫折感，我会害怕别人对我的眼光。这使我很没自信，因为这样，我会有逃避的现象，不敢面对。最可悲的是，我不懂原来这不是最好的解决方法。

今天找的好几个 qiu kap Professional 的心理辅导朋友，告诉他们我的心声，得到的答案就是自己。我发现我已经不是以前的我，思想的确实有些偏见，我开始情绪化，变得不像人。哈哈。但，我在掩饰着，每天 kek tiao，弄得大家一头雾水。我觉得这样对朋友们很不公平。

我也领悟了一些小东东。今天 briefing 时，看见阿头充分的展现他的魅力了... 已经有一阵子没看到他那么威风。不只是他说了不少道理 (aiya, 正常啦)，我欣赏的是，他用了互相尊敬的方法赢得学长们的欢心，并且把要带给他们的讯息成功的传达过去，这点是我必须学习的。与其在哪里发闷气，一次爆发，骂 junior 骂到臭头，不如尊敬对方，用有心思的方式提醒他们，呃，你这样子做应该可以在进步! 赞!

我发现沟通，还是我有待改进的一门学问。除了基本的有礼貌办到了之外，我好像还缺少了言语当中的幽默。我好像封了自己与一位朋友的那一条路，因为芝麻小事，也因为我自己有些不通融，搞扎了一切。所以，我到了找不到 solution 的地步了...

压力使我变成另一个人。没错。但这种讲法太不负责任了。我不要继续编织一大堆理由借口来掩饰自己。要求完美本来就是人性，反正都来到这世界，而且还是要在这儿待蛮久一下，不如充实自己吧。我要做个成功的人!

我现在要和我的心谈谈了，顺便去头脑哪儿问候我的理智。我要找回我自己，活得更快乐，取得更优美的人生! 我悲观够了，也不要继续安慰自己了。想想，自己面对了那么多东西，结论是什么呢? 我很幸福有机会成长，也幸福有机会面对所谓的“压力”。那我在嗯年前问我妈妈的问题，终于有了一个解答。

告诉你一个秘密哦，常一点笑，来自内心的笑永远胜过满花开的局面! ^^

RESET MYSELF

i think m getting more and more emo lately... Y? just let me spill it out....

m sick of having to settle prefect jobs. i do what i can, but i do need cooperation sometimes. when i didn't have any, i feel the burden pressing on me. it's worst than having to do serious studying while juggling around extra curricular activities. it's so form4-ish! and i wanna say, i do hope someone can do something. i know i can be useless at times, but i m quite convinced i have job phobias now. what i gotto do now is to settle my fears and face my problems. help much?

i m also getting myself into wrong situations nowadays. i know i shouldn't, but still, i cannot control myself when girls hit around specific. it's just me i notice, i m so childish at times, i choose to suppress my feelings and hold it in. i choose not to handle these situations and thus, ignoring and avoiding.

i need to get a hold of myself before i truly lost it. i had a slight disagreement with my mother today. i should have been more considerate sometimes, having my mom to deal with so many problems already. but also, i had actually forgotten the art of communicating... too bad for me.

so i had self reflected my bad acts and behavior for today. rest assure, i m fine and i will bounce back. i remember my goal, to improve in my chemistry and math! so i will continue to work hard, to be a better person in general and less emo. signing off, just me~

Weekly 点滴

There's someone in.... hehehehe~

Well, this week, I've a slight breakdown, m guessing, my classmates are all startled by my sudden action. Sorry guys. Actually, it's just me having some hard time. Hope you guys understand. But m touched that so many of u ran after me and cared and asked me if m fine. I m so lucky to have friends like u guys!! Love ya all!

Then there was science week! Owh~ Such great fun with so many friends! Not only bio class ones, physics class ones are all so "enjoying" our duties. Hahaha~ Not only we ran around visiting other stalls, we explained what we had learn for the kiddies to pick some new info and knowledge. What can i say? ^^ Credits to my group mates(especially Pei May)!

510 510 510!! 618 618 618!! M waiting and waiting and waiting... For the new lower 6 batch to enter, so i can retire! Haha!

Exam is round the corner. I had already made a promise to myself. Why? You wanna know? Well... I'll tell anyway. Hehe. I, Wendy, will improve my Chemistry and also my Math! So, tce, cyt, you wait and see! Watcha gonna say bout me now! @@

Now some gossip, I've heard the senior assistant of form 6 may be granting us the permission to have a Prom Night!!! Isn't this cool or what!!!

期待期待期待..