Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Bored Empty...

"What to do when you are bored?"
I am totally sure that is the thing you would type into the google search engine when it happens
Well, at least I do
And then the "refreshing facebook home page" thing
It's fun when you see your post move down inch by inch
Great past time!

So I've unemployed myself and..
I'm like the kept woman now

Spending my days with my loved ones
-TV and PC non stop alternately-
Fulfilling my motherly duty
-nagging my mom to write her blog and change a hairstyle-
Doing things in my to-do list
-sleep like nobody's business-

After finishing my task
I felt empty...
My head is like an empty sardin tin
If you hit it it would be like 'kong kong kong'

Well, as the saying goes
life is a bullshit
Maybe I should get myself a job soon?

Friday, March 25, 2011

Quitter me

I am
I want to quit my job
Well, it ain't good to say it right?
It makes people look at you weird
And it makes you look pathetic and useless

A reminder to readers
This is what I've learnt here
Think well before you select a job
Understand the environment, people, product and prospect
Be alert on all basis
Strive for the best
Not everything is easy
But it ain't the worst also!

Maybe I'm hoping for something more related to my future
As in teaching?
I think I can do that well
I need more time for electone practice
(my teacher was not happy with my performance today)
Heads up and stand tall
I can do this
Challenges are never ending!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Quote of the day!

Don't complain about growing old - many, many people do not have that privilege.
This is by David Choi, 1 of my fav artist!
He is an Asian living in America
So it ain't that easy living his dreams as a music artist
But he found his place in the youtube celeb
Been the best they had ever since!
Come to think of it
I do complain about growing old
All too many a time
It's like
I can't remember anything
-I'm getting old-
I can't do this right
-I'm getting old-
I'm getting fatter
-I'm getting old-
Well, maybe the last one don't count
We complain WAY TOO MUCH
I complain about the weather
I complain about my job
I complain about many things
But what's the use?
No good had been brought forward
It's pointless
that much...

Monday, March 14, 2011

A teacher's satisfaction.

So what is your definition of teacher's satisfaction?
All As from the students?
Improvement from the last test?
For me
I gotto say is
When my student remembers a lesson
I had some talk with 1 of my student today
He's name is Daniel
A Malay kid
He learns Chinese
And today he was drawing on the board
I turn my head to see him drawing the lame drawings I drew to help him read Chinese
I was like,
Hey this kid had a good memory
Then i challenged him to repeat what I told him the first day he came to for tuition here
He can actually write out a few of the words!
It's so cool~
Well, he is cool~
So today
I had my greatest satisfaction.
Not results
Not improvement
But respect and the hard work a student put to learn
That's satisfaction.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Rants on Life - Emotions

It's a sunday!
Life is beautiful.
I went swimming yesterday
and boy was it F-U-N!!!
It's nice having a day off from the work and stuff.
I am planning a trip!
To the nearby beaches.
Ahh, the sun
the wind
the sea breeze
I could just feel it!
Enough bout me
Today I wanna talk about feelings
I've been reading Tuesday with Morrie
And I get most of the stuff
Like the 'dying' part
and the 'living' one too
It's just
something we must bare with
Emotions I mean
I remember Morrie said something like that
You must understand dying in order to live
It's the same as we must understand true sadness
to be able to treasure happiness!
We live in a community which forces us to excel
I mean it's a good thing
Until somebody goes to the extreme
Say making money
Yes, it's good it's healthy
Then some b*stard starts stealing to gain easy money
Now relate this to our emotions
How would we feel?
What do we do?
We started to lose our aim
Our dreams?
Our love?
Byebye-ed into the dump
Because we feel that there is no need for EMOTIONS
No need for FEELINGS
Life is just dull as days past
Ahh Mr. Shakespeare
He outdid us by writing life brief candle
"Tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow...."
So I say
People lose perspective
People lose emotions
People lose touch
It's sad what's the world become
Even sadder when we notice the feeble efforts made to cure it
No we can't live like life's simple and shit
No we can't make do without money
No we've got to be practical
And there goes the sarcastism
(mind you did i spell the word right?)