what if you were threw with sorrow?
not just ordinary sorrow...
it's like losing-a-great-friend sorrow
grieve or prayers?
mourn?
it's not the 1st time i've lost a friend
but i feel sad
blue
**
her name was yen kee prefect
it was 3 years ago when she had leukimia
when it's cancer
everything in the world goes by in slow motion
light and dark were all faded
day and night were only time ticking away
but what i admire about her
is her way of saying NO
No, she would not live and let life get through her
No, she would not bow down to illness
No, she is still hopeful
No, she believe life have much more to offer
No, she makes her everyday meaningful by not being in bed
No, she smiles in the face of devil
**
It it the strength in her that touched us
we see her through her eyes
life can be a colorful rainbow when rain falls
it is cheap hope that brought her till yesterday
and it is cheap hope that will bring us further
...
**
After thought:
I feel
life is fragile
we cannot control when it would be the end
maybe tomorrow?
maybe the day after?
maybe we'd drown?
maybe we'd be in an accident?
no one knows
and it is because of that
life is beautiful
imperfectly
they say live your life to the fullest
live like there's no tomorrow
live like you were dying
i say live life your way
the way you would want it to end/continue
so what if you had a bad day
so what if you had a great day
life has always been in cycles
embrace now
and live
instead of survive
**
to dear yen kee prefect
yesterday you were freed
we are sad as well as happy
bittersweet
God love you more than us
It's time for you to go on
It is a great loss for us
your love
your strength
your hope
will stand by us
guide us
and inspire us
always
RIP yen kee prefect
