Personal Relationships make me =(

What is Personal Relationship (PR)?
By definition, relation between persons.
The dictionaries always make it sounds so simple...

I have been facing some problems while I was talking with others
I found out that I make mistakes while talking, then I'll only realize it when the other person twisted his/her face...
I guess I tend to talk before thought. Not a good thing definitely.

Just that day, I actually said "Study makes me half dead (as the Chinese would say it)" and I saw my friend beside me giving weird looks.
Then I remembered my friend lost a loved one lately. I feel real embarrassed.


Another recent case is that, I kindda accidentally mocked a sensitive friend by revealing her result in class. 
I guess she was mad because by the looks of it, she was not happy with it at all. 
I believe Asian are sometimes more kiasu than others, but if I were in her shoes, I would hate me too. =(


Yesterday, when my lecturer was asking the class about a replacement class, one of my friend told the lecturer that she can't make it to class because she has another class. 
Clever me actually went ahead and said "why don't you miss your class?" just because I was getting annoyed.
Hmm, I feel like a devil now, don't remind me. 

Eventually, I did apologize to some of my friends and, in a way, compensate the others.
A good thing is, I realize my mistakes (well, at least some of them) and I am willing to change.
I even bought some books on PR with my voucher. XD
All in all, THINK BEFORE YOU TALK, sometimes it does make a great change.

Signing off,

justcoolgal