After Rain (To Yen Kee)

what if you were threw with sorrow?

not just ordinary sorrow...

it's like losing-a-great-friend sorrow

grieve or prayers?

mourn?

it's not the 1st time i've lost a friend

but i feel sad

blue

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her name was yen kee prefect

it was 3 years ago when she had leukimia

when it's cancer

everything in the world goes by in slow motion

light and dark were all faded

day and night were only time ticking away

but what i admire about her

is her way of saying NO

No, she would not live and let life get through her

No, she would not bow down to illness

No, she is still hopeful

No, she believe life have much more to offer

No, she makes her everyday meaningful by not being in bed

No, she smiles in the face of devil

**

It it the strength in her that touched us

we see her through her eyes

life can be a colorful rainbow when rain falls

it is cheap hope that brought her till yesterday

and it is cheap hope that will bring us further

...

**

After thought:

I feel

life is fragile

we cannot control when it would be the end

maybe tomorrow?

maybe the day after?

maybe we'd drown?

maybe we'd be in an accident?

no one knows

and it is because of that

life is beautiful

imperfectly

they say live your life to the fullest

live like there's no tomorrow

live like you were dying

i say live life your way

the way you would want it to end/continue

so what if you had a bad day

so what if you had a great day

life has always been in cycles

embrace now

and live

instead of survive

**

to dear yen kee prefect

yesterday you were freed

we are sad as well as happy

bittersweet

God love you more than us

It's time for you to go on

It is a great loss for us

your love

your strength

your hope

will stand by us

guide us

and inspire us

always

RIP yen kee prefect